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oh man holidays.

Oh mine mine... holidays... long awaited holidays. Still got so many days till my holidays is over... been quite busy recently.. be it driving, watching dramas, going out to ball, rotting... Sadly holidays is boring afterglow, staying home and sleep. i have not blogged for long time cause i lazy to record what i did everyday.... oh well... perhaps once a week is enough unless something special really occur.. lalalalala... i am still waiting for my result wish me luck. Sleep.

Sad

生活是艰难的，今天我去学习驾驶，控制方向盘非常困难， 仍然必须使用离合器。。。 好闷和烦。。。 考试要到了。。 我希望一切都很好，我可以通过我的所有考试。。。

Awwwwwwwwwwwww

我说了 所有的谎 wo shuo le suo you de huang of all the lies i've said 你全都相信 ni quan dou xiang xin you believed them all 简单的 我爱你 jian dan de wo ai ni a simple i love you 你却老不信 ni que lao bu xin but you never believed me 你书里的剧情 ni shu li de ju qing the scripts in your book 我不想上演 wo bu xiang shang yan i don't want to act in it 因为我喜欢 喜剧收尾 yin wei wo xi huan xi ju shou wei because i like a happy ending 我试过 完美放弃 wo shi guo wan mei fang qi i've tried to let go perfectly 的确很踏实 di que shi hen ta shi it really was very sure 醒来了 xing lai le woke up 梦散了 meng san le dream disappeared 你我都走散了 ni wo dou zou san le me and you both drifted apart 情歌歌词何必押韵 qing ge ge ci he bi ya yun a romantic song doesn't have to rhyme 就算我是K歌之王 jiu suan wo shi k ge zhi wang even if i am the king of karaoke 也不见得把 爱情唱得完美 ye bu jian de ba ai qing chang de wan mei doesn't mean i can sing about love perfectly 只能说我输了 zhi neng shuo wo shu le i can only say i've lost 也许是你怕了 ye xu shi ni pa le or maybe you became afraid 我们的回忆 没有皱褶 wo me de hui yi mei you zhou our memories had no obstacles 你却用离开淌下句点 ni que yong li kai tang xia qu dian instead you use leaving as an excuse 只能说我认了 zhi neng shuo wo ren le i can only say i admit it 你的不安得到的信任 ni de bu an de dao de xin ren your uneasiness received trust 我却得到你 安慰的淘汰 wo que de dao ni an wei de tao tai and i instead received your comforting elimination 我试过 完美放弃 wo shi guo wan mei fang qi i've tried to let go perfectly 的确很踏实 di que shi hen ta shi it really was very sure 醒来了 xing lai le woke up 梦散了 meng san le dream disappeared 你我都走散了 ni wo dou zou san le me and you both drifted apart 情歌歌词何必押韵 qing ge ge ci he bi ya yun a romantic song doesn't have to rhyme 就算我是K歌之王 jiu suan wo shi k ge zhi wang even if i am the king of karaoke 也不见得把 爱情唱得完美 ye bu jian de ba ai qing chang de wan mei doesn't mean i can sing about love perfectly 只能说我输了 zhi neng shuo wo shu le i can only say i've lost 也许是你怕了 ye xu shi ni pa le or maybe you became afraid 我们的回忆 没有皱褶 wo me de hui yi mei you zhou zhe our memories had no obstacles 你却用离开淌下句点 ni que yong li kai tang xia qu dian instead you use leaving as an excuse 只能说我认了 zhi neng shuo wo ren le i can only say i admit it 你的不安得到的信任 ni de bu an de dao de xin ren your uneasiness received trust 我却得到你 安慰的淘汰 wo que de dao ni an wei de tao tai and i instead received your comforting elimination

optimistic

well well, Exam is around the corner , tired , frustrated , feel the stress of this semestral cause things is not going well except for some case. woohoo today 8am eclispe LIVE ON channel U, 500 years only once ! take it or leave it must watch

Smoke disillusion

well, i hate smoke , i dont like the rig of smoke smell .. smell awful.. any kind of smoke as far as harmful for health i wont take it =) thats life... lucky around me, there are only 1 , 2 ,3 or 4 smokers only which i seldom even bother to contact them =)

Life is Fragile

Treasure life, Treasure everyone near you... Cause you never know what will happened next

回忆。 Memories.

well 2 of well known stars passed away yesterday... shall not mentioned name but they are very popular =)... eventually holidays extend for another week... for nyp haizz.. happy or sad no ide about it... well today my friend asked me a silly question.. He ask me Megan Fox or some crushed girl... bring back my memories of that girl... well tried to forget her is tough... never knowing what could it be... haizzz sad man...

Last week of holiday

I need a miracle... need to study for 4 subject STRESS... plus 1 project due on next 3 weeks... haiz...

June holidays !

wow sec and pri sch are having holidays so jealous... i am busy with project and some class test no time to blog =( I need to forget the past.. and proceed to the future... A dead flower will never bloom again once it's withered. Study and Study... exercise, run and run... like never before... gonna run once-twice a week... round the town park or reservoir... Built up my stamina and prepare for nafa next year =) will post again as soon as my term break arrive..

hahaha

okay boring boring boring post soon =)

Vent Anger ? yes or no ?

hmm ... sibei sian la , everyday people complaint too many people complaint. Yet why people still complaint when they dont want any complaint and claim themselves never complaint ? I admit i do complaint , But WHO DOESNT ?? Complaint and Comment is different okay ? When u Complaint you used those explicit words but You comment you dont . Think About It, is like oh come on la when you dont like complaint then dont complaint as u complaint you lead to argument and dispute start, Well, i felt upsets when you people blame on me while you all never listen to my opinion, This imply to everyday live , Today failed my trial test shall not comment it, anyway on Tuesday is the real test... Well If you bear those little grudges it wont bring you anywhere, cause i do show attitude and you show yours well we are all tied, Blame me all you want . Everything is under a one sided view. Under circumstances, i really cannot anticipate well, so i apologize.... ZZz moody... arHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SCREAM Out my lung................... i am so happy . . . Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. piling pressure on me.. blaming for failure.. Think and think , come to think about it, what does i mean to you .. totally no clue and lost causes.....

Despise

Yeap, i despise someone, i wouldnt name it but yeap he is kinda arrogant shit. Thats all i can say.. Saturday morning, Tennis Sunday morning Basketball, Monday morning sch... life is a cycle. well next week only 3 lesson =) and tonight STAR AWARDS. sure LITTLE NONYA dominated the awards 99.9% we shall see... damn my favourite is still 7 princess and Bryan Wong ... sadly he never qualified for best host award =(. off i go

Sadded Case..

well, today is a fucking lousy day for me ... my creative speaker which not brought long ago spoilt. reason is unknown.. fuck playing zoo tycoon halfway no music.. then i lost my receipt so cannot claim warranty.. Fuck~ speaker was part of my life man... provide good quality music + bass... w/o it though still got a built-in speaker softer.. way lousier bass or can say no bass.. =( fuck fuck fuck... god damn it....... furthermore i make alot mistake today... forget where i put my earpiece , wallet etc.. waa fuck la.. then early in the morning around 10am... re roofing event fuck one lor.. as i live directly under the roof... the impact they make on top is intolerable... well my fan drop out on the process of that... the light vibrate strongly. even my speaker spoilt at that point of time so i wonder is coincidence or fucking impact so big that my speaker spoil on the process .... well today when to lavender.. then goldenmile food court.. WOW.. their hokkien mee can name as beehoon la.. dry like beehoon it dont fucking taste like hokkien mee -.- then drink black chicken soup not bad =) haha then back home. should i get a speaker or earpiece.. no idea.

sorry for the bad language used in this context. really

sianed.

O.o ~~

Hmm... i am back =) Lazy blog this few days being play basketball on the weekend and today.. everything is fine... tomorrow going to play pool Again ~~ long time never play ... hope i don't sucks. then maybe movie ? no idea yet see how it go tomorrow .. then again steamboat~ blah blah blah... being getting more and more lazy ..... lol... i will come out with more post when sch start probably cause nothing to post at home =) ...... Will be back asap ~~

Somehow I need you to go, forget our memories, forget our past and go

yesterday

went to book BTT,... on 5/5/09.. then went to orchard far east shopping centre... then when to shaw tower for lunch at long john sliver... went funan IT mall .... then walked to bugis junction buy movie for confession of a shopaholic. then went to arcade slack... saw this uncle wow in his 40s... wearing uniform.. play dacing game.. his whole uniform all wet and he dancing step very funny... lol from 5-7 he non-stop playing... lol admire his stamina and will.. lol then we go play L4D not bad.. actually.. lol then go watch movie at 730... till 9 Not a Bad Show .... rate 3/5. after that went KFC to eat... then went home by bus.. XD

Persistent..

well well well, long time no blogg.. nothing to blog cause i never went out.. stay home watch movie, dramas, play dota... lifeless.. hahaha... or sometimes went to play bball.. =) ..... Gosh... i really hope i am persistent to go for my dreams.... my hope.... my ambition.... well said... i dream of ehem... shall not reveal =)... i hope for the best.. in everything i do.. my ambition is to go to University =) well well pretty impossible... but if i keep improving vastly and work hard... nothing is impossible probably... pretty far from my dreams, my hopes, my ambitions... but who cares... in the end everything end up like a paper. well well, it just a pretty thought of mine... everyone is born differently and insignificantly... i feel so unfit... cause i never run for a week or so already... which i use to run once every 2 days... damn stamina is begin to drop till the bottom ... well i will work hard next year i guess... not close to even NS 2 years to go... well well...

人啊每次都要完美，但是完美是无法达到的。。。我也不例外。。。

Errr.. Past 2 days..

Ok... 1st for all i pass my semester exam =) i did pretty okay compare to last semester... improvement.. hahaha... well well.... my index finger doesn't feel quite right... seems like fracture... very aching while typing this entry... i will make it very short as possible as my index finger is injured..... =( anyway... Wednesday went to play basketball with friends at pasir ris CC... very crowded with peoples... pros... etc... team with my friends.. we manage to win some of the team , sch team player even =) hahah .. went back home ... next day Thursday went to play basketball again... at Fengshan Cc.. this time with my friend's bro ... with my backside and hand aching still manage to play a few rounds with them before someone was injured... and we stopped and went home... damn damn for today went cut Hair.. omg unbelievable salon haircut for $3.80.. kinda cheap well =) lala i am feeling damn low... i really cannot communicate with girl man... they really pissed me off at times.. hahaha for some girls ... well most girls... i guess i really cant communicate well hahahas .... STUPID FINGER don't know why so ache..................................ZZZZ

if i could, if i could...

well, times pass fast... 2 weeks yet no outcome... haha .. Anyway been busy playing games... lose alot of dota games recently, leavers, feeders, noob... only blame on other mistakes and not their owns.. saddled.. went to play mmorpg.. my level of tolerance for mmorpg dropped vastly.. i cant play mmorpg for long ... get severe headache.. after long hours of that... perhaps i lose interest in all mmorpg... Boring Quests, hard quests, stupid quests... etc... thats all about games i have been focusing on.. err.. its been 1 week since i last went to town... really got no reason going to town too.. nobody asked me out =(... partially cause i also dont want to go out.. unless with very valid reason... cause i and CASH STRAPPED recently... spent most of my money on Computer Gadgets during the PC show... gods... anyway., i hate friends who judge people appearance.. they are 1 big group of noobs.. saying people dressing, cause they are wearing branded or what ... When a Person doesn't wear branded it doesn't mean anything... dude.. just that you are wearing branded while i am not ? you despise me ? fcuked off okay ? hahas.. come on la you don't judge Friends by those shit.. okay ? As long as you got a good character why must I fucking care about those branded stuff when my income is deem low... enough of that... Crazy shit... i have been either watching Love or Bread or Playing psp... Live is Tough, with tough friends, we gonna be tough together... anyway result will be out tomorrow 8am pretty excited to see how i fared.. will post as soon as possible if i got time =D

Live Life Like a Dream =)

Friendship >.<

True friendship is a gift Oh so precious and so rare Sometimes we take it for granted Sometimes we do despair Our fault is being human Mistakes are everywhere Please let me not lose the gift That is so precious and so rare. just felt that we are completely strangers.. after the unexpected incident... really wish things wont turn out this way.. but is inevitable... haiz... omgs. i felt so lost... *dead*