yesterday

went to book BTT,... on 5/5/09.. then went to orchard far east shopping centre... then when to shaw tower for lunch at long john sliver... went funan IT mall .... then walked to bugis junction buy movie for confession of a shopaholic. then went to arcade slack... saw this uncle wow in his 40s... wearing uniform.. play dacing game.. his whole uniform all wet and he dancing step very funny... lol from 5-7 he non-stop playing... lol admire his stamina and will.. lol then we go play L4D not bad.. actually.. lol then go watch movie at 730... till 9 Not a Bad Show .... rate 3/5. after that went KFC to eat... then went home by bus.. XD

Persistent..

well well well, long time no blogg.. nothing to blog cause i never went out.. stay home watch movie, dramas, play dota... lifeless.. hahaha... or sometimes went to play bball.. =) ..... Gosh... i really hope i am persistent to go for my dreams.... my hope.... my ambition.... well said... i dream of ehem... shall not reveal =)... i hope for the best.. in everything i do.. my ambition is to go to University =) well well pretty impossible... but if i keep improving vastly and work hard... nothing is impossible probably... pretty far from my dreams, my hopes, my ambitions... but who cares... in the end everything end up like a paper. well well, it just a pretty thought of mine... everyone is born differently and insignificantly... i feel so unfit... cause i never run for a week or so already... which i use to run once every 2 days... damn stamina is begin to drop till the bottom ... well i will work hard next year i guess... not close to even NS 2 years to go... well well...

人啊每次都要完美，但是完美是无法达到的。。。我也不例外。。。

Errr.. Past 2 days..

Ok... 1st for all i pass my semester exam =) i did pretty okay compare to last semester... improvement.. hahaha... well well.... my index finger doesn't feel quite right... seems like fracture... very aching while typing this entry... i will make it very short as possible as my index finger is injured..... =( anyway... Wednesday went to play basketball with friends at pasir ris CC... very crowded with peoples... pros... etc... team with my friends.. we manage to win some of the team , sch team player even =) hahah .. went back home ... next day Thursday went to play basketball again... at Fengshan Cc.. this time with my friend's bro ... with my backside and hand aching still manage to play a few rounds with them before someone was injured... and we stopped and went home... damn damn for today went cut Hair.. omg unbelievable salon haircut for $3.80.. kinda cheap well =) lala i am feeling damn low... i really cannot communicate with girl man... they really pissed me off at times.. hahaha for some girls ... well most girls... i guess i really cant communicate well hahahas .... STUPID FINGER don't know why so ache..................................ZZZZ

if i could, if i could...

well, times pass fast... 2 weeks yet no outcome... haha .. Anyway been busy playing games... lose alot of dota games recently, leavers, feeders, noob... only blame on other mistakes and not their owns.. saddled.. went to play mmorpg.. my level of tolerance for mmorpg dropped vastly.. i cant play mmorpg for long ... get severe headache.. after long hours of that... perhaps i lose interest in all mmorpg... Boring Quests, hard quests, stupid quests... etc... thats all about games i have been focusing on.. err.. its been 1 week since i last went to town... really got no reason going to town too.. nobody asked me out =(... partially cause i also dont want to go out.. unless with very valid reason... cause i and CASH STRAPPED recently... spent most of my money on Computer Gadgets during the PC show... gods... anyway., i hate friends who judge people appearance.. they are 1 big group of noobs.. saying people dressing, cause they are wearing branded or what ... When a Person doesn't wear branded it doesn't mean anything... dude.. just that you are wearing branded while i am not ? you despise me ? fcuked off okay ? hahas.. come on la you don't judge Friends by those shit.. okay ? As long as you got a good character why must I fucking care about those branded stuff when my income is deem low... enough of that... Crazy shit... i have been either watching Love or Bread or Playing psp... Live is Tough, with tough friends, we gonna be tough together... anyway result will be out tomorrow 8am pretty excited to see how i fared.. will post as soon as possible if i got time =D

Live Life Like a Dream =)

Friendship >.<

True friendship is a gift Oh so precious and so rare Sometimes we take it for granted Sometimes we do despair Our fault is being human Mistakes are everywhere Please let me not lose the gift That is so precious and so rare. just felt that we are completely strangers.. after the unexpected incident... really wish things wont turn out this way.. but is inevitable... haiz... omgs. i felt so lost... *dead*

Disillusion of a family.

Aww man, After for 10+years of living in under a roof... they start to get more serious conflict among each other. My mum and my grandma. Oh man god damn it. Why must you all get so enraged for just a fucking tapioca. an furthermore small little problem. say until like very serious. oh mann i think i wont be living in a peace for this few days.

为爱而深，相爱决定。。。

Spinning spinning, my head is spinning... should not go or should i ? should make it or should not ? *headache* past weeks lazy blogging, playing some stupid game.. some training too... well now i can last for half the bedok reservoir already :) haha.. tomorrow shall resume training... and later in the noon meet some old and new friends.. reunion perhaps ? haha currently very sian cause the game i playing is very hard to play as my character like XXXX hahaha.. is being 1 whole week without garening =D ... well, it did went to kembangan to relax my muscle.. yet owned big times against our opponent in a Dota game... heres my statistic of 23 assist =.= 4 kills 6 deaths.. look at my pathetic assist i really can kill myself with a gun. very random, aha, this semester only had some times for her or perhaps not .. haha should had cut down some playing time soon.. gonna work harder next sem if i make it =) 95% i will make it .. 5% for lack of confidence.. haha